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February 7, 2010
Mahal Kita Kasi
Posted at 12:03 AM in Life as I Know It

I sooo remember this - hearing it on the long drive to work in that 1 week that I worked from the P&G Manila Office in 6750.

Bangin ka ba? Kasi Nahuhulog na ako sa ‘yo, naman kasi
Unggoy ka ba? Kasi Sumasabit ka sa puso ko, naman kasi
Pustiso ka ba? Kasi You know I can’t smile without you
Pagod na pagod na ako Maghapon ka na kasing tumatakbo sa isipan ko

Kasi naman kasi Mahal kita Bagay tayong dalawa
Papicture nga Para mapadevelop kita
Hindi tayo tao, hindi rin tayo hayop Bagay tayo, bagay talaga

Papupulis kita, kasi Ninakaw mo ang puso ko, naman kasi
Kuto ka ba? Kasi Palagi ka sa ulo ko Naman kasi
Apoy ka ba? Kasi Alab-alab I love you
Magsalbabida ka nga Kasi baka malunod ka sa pag-ibig ko

Exam ka ba, kasi Sasagutin kita agad-agad, naman kasi
Drugs ka ba? Kakaadik ka kasi, kasi, naman kasi
Kulangot ka ba? You’re really really hard to get
Posporo ka ba? E di posporo rin ako Para match

Pustiso ka nga, kasi I really really can’t smile without you. ♥

 



Feelin' snuggly. haha i-lav-et!

January 28, 2010
Lessons from the "Privileged"
Posted at 09:13 PM in Life as I Know It

This is just a J.O.B.
It pays the bills... a means to an end.
Don't let it be more important that you're real life.

In fairness, who would have thought something so profound and right-on could come from watching Privileged. haha

Here's to living my real life!



Hearing: Privileged - S01 E05
Watching: Privileged - S01 E05
Feelin' inspired.

January 24, 2010
Less of the Negatives Please
Posted at 10:43 PM in Life as I Know It

I just realized I've been so negative lately.

Well, I've been busy (seryoso, as in capital B), but for those few times that I've had moments to myself, I think I've been so soo negative. And this is soo not good.

Crap. It just sucks having swings of high and then low self esteem. I wish it was stable - but well, such is life. *sigh*

And another week begins. Let's just hope I can actually recover some of the sleep I lost last week. (and it's not even the good kind of losing sleep  )



Hearing: Glee Cast - Don't Stop Believin'
Feelin' foolishly optimistic.

January 14, 2010
Wag.
Posted at 11:50 PM in Life as I Know It

Kanina nakatingin ako sa picture mo.

Tapos naisip ko, baka pwedeng maging tayo.

Tapos, naisip ko ulit, wag.

Wag ka nang umasa, dahil alam mo namang wala ding mangyayari.

Sayang sa oras ang umasa sa wala. Kaya wag na lang. Seryoso, wag.



Feelin' tired.

January 10, 2010
I'm Back.
Posted at 08:38 PM in Life as I Know It

 I am back in Singapore - in my room, this small piece of the globe that I call my own. Everything's so familiar, and it's all my own.

In a weird way, it feels oddly like home.



Feelin' contented.

January 3, 2010
It feels like the first day of classes
Posted at 12:59 PM in Life as I Know It

It's already January 4 tomorrow - God, time flies so fast - it feels like I arrived in the Philippines just a few days ago, and now, my vacation is about to end. indifferent.gif Where did time go? Crap. The truth is, it feels like the same way I felt everytime it's the first day of classes. There's excitement and anticipation. But above that, there's anxiety as well. Roll that all into one and there you have it. splat.gif

I'll be in Manila until January 10, but expect that to fly quicker than the past few days I've spent just bumming around, pigging out and meeting up with friends. I'll be working from the Manila office in 6750 - which is in all honesty, a more beautiful office (with themes in the rooms haha). It's all fine and dandy except for the commute to get there - that's the pain the ass. It takes over an hour to get from my house in Quezon City to the office in Makati. That's if I drive - it actually takes longer if I take the jeepney/taxi+mrt combination. And, it's even longer if you take the bus straight to makati. I'm just so used to a 3 minute bus ride to get to the Novena Office and I'm sooo missin' that right now. haha

1 more week and I'm back to the reality that is Singapore. To a certain extent, I'm actually looking forward to it. Yes, there's this small piece of me that misses the life that I have there. Being in Manila is just surreal these days. Everything seems to have remained the same, but when you look again, you notice that some things have indeed changed. Crap, have I been gone that long? But Manila is still my first love, yep, and that's the kind of love that never dies. haha

Anyway, the work-year officially starts tomorrow. Yup, Manila is back in operation after shutting down in December. 2010, yes, it begins tomorrow.



Hearing: Jennifer Hudson - Spotlight
Feelin' anxious.

January 1, 2010
2009 Year End Entry: Looking Forward
Posted at 02:36 PM in Life as I Know It

2009 - I don't know where to start. I usually end the year with a not-so-brief summary of the year that was. Reminiscing as to the things that have changed, new people and new experiences unique to that year and of course, ending with a look forward - how the next year will bring in more change, optimistically, for the better.

It's just that, I don't think that's necessary - especially when there are archives to do all that (just refer to the navigation tab on the upper left hand corner of this site.)

It's not for the lack of things to type - this year has ushered in more than it's expected share of changes. I've been to most of the South-East Asian countries, expanded it to Greater China and finally got out of this continent and went to Australia. I've had a couple of serious near-death experiences - including a major accident that broke three of my ribs and saw literally thousands of dollars down the drain. I now work on two countries for arguably the best brand in the world. I've had a couple of brushes to have a semblance of a love life - none of which worked out, but well, I'm glad they happened nonetheless. Not to mention the fact that for a whole year, I have lived independently. I never saw all of these coming, and yet they did.

I guess it's partly because I don't have the time to actually type that long entry. Times are changing, and well time itself is slowly becoming more limited than ever. It's also because no matter what I say or put in here, I have no idea as to what 2010 will bring. The same way I was clueless about 2009.

So for 2010 - I just look forward. After 22 years, I think I'm finally learning to accept and let go of the semblance of control that I thought I had with with my life. I just have to put myself out there, deal with everything that life throws at me, and learn as much as I can. After all, what does not kill me, can only make me stronger. This could very well be a step forward to maturity, or just a bitter step backward to pessimism. haha All I know is that - what happens in life, well, happens. It's what we do with what life gives us that showcases the kind of people we are.

Here's to a actually living in 2010. There's so much to see, people to meet, and even more experiences out there! I'm actually excited as to where this year will take me. I just wish that this year brings in even more prosperity, personal growth, hope and finally love, yes love, into our lives.

Happy New Year! 2010, this is it!

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Hearing: Michael Buble - Haven't Met You Yet
Feelin' optimistic.

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