what colours have you seen today?

I have foregone writing a blog entry for almost a week now. It just seems that for every hour this week, things have been occupying my mind – small things that appear to be so huge, unfathomable… o di ba .. may unfathomable… naalala ko tuloy ang We Belong Together ni Mimi… could not fathom that I would ever be without your love…see what I mean. It just makes me feel bad how easily distracted I am these days.

A peek?

1. I hate Theology. I really do not know why. I used to love Religion way back in high school. I think the real problem is that masyado nilang pinapakomplikado ang mga bagay na tunay naman talagang payak. And I got my first F sa quiz. Plus, those long stupid readings as well as the scary teacher. Okay lang ang Sociology and Anthropology at Asian History. Economics is boring pero freak ako… mahilig magnotes so okay lang. I am actually liking accounting! Super saya siya as of now.. pero expect Ateneo to end that brief moment of bliss soon enough. (Bliss nga ba? Wahahaha) Ano pa ba? Hmmm… ay.. Spanish pa pala.. okay lang ang Spanish.. a big improvement from my Chinese class before… haha.. that just goes to show na hindi ako mahina sa foreign language. Badminton.. haha.. super saya ng badminton.. I enjoy and do exercise at the same time! Wohoo!

2. Harry Potter is to be released soon! As in… 13 days! I have already reserved my copy in NBS Katipunan and will be happily reading my copy in a locked room somewhere… 10 am on July 16th! Haha… I can’t wait! Hopefully there won’t be a lot of requirements that week so I can peacefully read it! Shame on anyone who gets a copy of the book through kazaa or any other P2P program! No to Book Piracy! Wahahaha

3. The country today is in shambles. It just seems to me that the economical “progress” (no matter how slow) that the government has been working for many months now has been shattered by the opposition in just a matter of days. Bakit kaya? Why are they sacrificing the economical and political stability of the country just for personal gain? It is obvious that I am biased for GMA. I mean, I actually believe that she did cheat but in this country, who doesn’t? I know its morally incorrect but would you stick to your morality even if you know that the other side is doing the same.. and worse… if the other side is FPJ.

Nahihiya ako sa Pilipinas dahil dito ka lang makakahanap ng bansang muntik nang maging presidente ang isang taong walang karanasan sa pagpapatakbo at pagpapalakad ng bansa. Hindi na nila nadala kay Erap. Tsk tsk tsk

4. Susan Roces! Woohoo! FAMAS, URIAN.. haha… you deserve all the best actress awards that they give. Ewan ko lang ha… gusto mo bang maging Cory the 2nd? sorry.. you husband died of natural means, not through an assassination. I actually felt sympathetic to her cause during the start of her speech… pero when she said the statement:“You did not only steal the presidency once, but TWICE” (with perfect facial expressions of rage *wow*)
Her Excellency President Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo did not steal the presidency from ERAP. And the second one from your LATE husband.. that has yet to be proven.
Another statement:

“He [FPJ] is the kind of president we need in a time like this.”

Ha? Ano? Ano naman ang gagawin ni FPJ bilang president sa panahong ito? Magpapapogi? Magpoproduce? I mean, what in his past experiences as a person would make him capable of handling the numerous economically and politically-rooted problems our country is facing right now. Fame can only take you so far. Fame can not put food in the table of the majority of poor Filipinos. *whew*

5. I have not rested for almost two weeks. I don’t have my weekends. School and social responsibilities are occupying my week (all 7 days!) I am not saying it is bad, all I am saying is that I am not used to not having my 12 to 14 hour sleep during the weekends! Haha… anyway.. fun naman eh.. challenging but fun!

6. I have a plan. I hope it works. I just hope it does. Clue? Wag na lang, it will spoil the surprise!

7. Ang messy ng room ko! Its time to clean up! Plus the aquarium needs washing! Naging self-support na kasi ang mga fishes dahil sa algae na tumubo! Eeeeewww! Wahahaha

8a. Alam mo ikaw, kung may problem, tell me. Part of a relationship (every relationship, from basic friendships to more intimate forms) is communication. I am not as narrow-minded as you think. I am always here to listen naman eh. I may not be the best in giving advice, pero I listen well.

8b. Ikaw naman, kung may gusto kang sabihin sa akin, sabihin mo naman sa harap ko. Hindi ako galit, gusto ko lang na medyo truthful ka naman. Kung galit ka, tell me, kung hindi, reassure me naman.. nalolost kasi ako.

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Better make a decision quickly or I will make the decision for you. I can't believe you can make mountains out of anthills. I am sick and tired of adjusting to your mood swings. I am sick and tired of being left hanging in the air. I am sick and tired of you turning your back on me every time everyone else does. So, this is what you call maturity? Bullshit. Bahala ka na.

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9. Naayos na ang DVD player ko! Buti na lang umabot sa warranty! DVD marathon na naman ito! I am actually waiting for the season one of Desperate Housewives from Michael.. pero feel ko matatagalan pa yun… kasi kanina ko lang binagay ang mga DVD-R!

10. Destiny’s Child broke up! Wala nang Destiny’s Child! I actually loved Destiny Fulfilled! Hindi siya flop ha! Over 2.5 million records sold (I read it in an article) I will miss you Beyonce, Kelly and Michelle.

Ayan… mahaba na yan.. til’ next time!