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Entries for November, 2006

November 3, 2006
Supposedly happy.
Posted at 11:10 PM

Today marks one event that is really close to my heart. I mean, its one of the things that I have been working on. And now that it has all arrived, I just feel different. I just expected that I would feel happy, and now, i feel far, far, far from being happy.

I mean, I actually know some people who would be willing to trade places with me. Its just that, at this point in time, there is so much more to lose than to gain. It is so ironic that it is at this point in time that I am reaching both a high and a low point in my life all at the same time. God, its all so pathetic. I hate it, i hate all of it.

Things do come with a price. I just dont think this one is worth it. Its not like you can return it back right? What is done, is done. Its just all so frustrating.

Some would call me a fool not to at least look at the bright side of this situation. But, from where I am standing, there is no bright side - just a monotonous shade of grey which will hopefully only last long enough till i see that light at the end of the tunnel. Haaaay. Even my lowest of lows brings out the optimist in me. Such a fool, such a fool.



Feelin' sore

November 13, 2006
First Day High
Posted at 05:55 PM

First day of class today. Although its not june and its not actually the first day of class for the whole school year, it is, nevertheless, the first day of class for the second semester.

In the past, I would always be excited - of meeting classmates i have not seen in a while, of arriving early to have a good seat as well as get to know the teacher. But today was different. A lot of things were, off. (1) I did arrive earlier, but some people arrived earlier than me. (2) I did see some people i have not seen in a while, but then again, it was surprisingly not really a welcoming experience and (3) teachers this time around were not really that keen on getting to know their students. All in all, I am glad that there were familiar faces to watch my back.

As of now, I am looking at my schedule and somebody else's schedule - next level ng stalking na ito! wahahaha Anyway, I just finished printing labels for my things as well as checking my mail so I am just off to do some other things and then I would go on to watch dvds! haha I love the first week of school...

Tomorrow, I would get to see my finance and dev. eco teachers. I just hope tomorrow would be better than today. After that, I would be seeing my marketing 171 teacher on saturday - since saturday lang siya. Also, I am thinking of overloading this semester so that I could get into the LS 142 class with french students. hahaha hay nako... wala lang, the promise of having foreign students makes me want to add that extra load to this semester. Its an accelerated class na magsastart sa january pa naman eh. Hmmm... It is soooo tempting. Anyway, I just have to find someone to accompany me.

Ay, it has always been a tradition of mine to post my schedule here so, here it goes.

MWF
Ph 102 9:30-10:30
LS 100 10:30-11:30
Eco 113 12:30-1:30

TTH
Fin 103 9:00-10:30
Eco 121 10:30-12:00

Sat
Mkt 171 9:00-12:00

Not bad di ba? Haha I tried to fix it so that I would have a half day everyday but I had no choice with the saturday class - its the only one offered. Anyway, thats that.

Oh, and by the way, this is my 99th entry. Its amazing how much this blog has grown. I want a new layout for my 100th post. But then again, I do not have the time as of now. But who knows? haha Time will tell.

Till next time. ciao!



Reading: Class Syllabi
Hearing: Christian Bautista - Everything You Do
Feelin' satisfied

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