the 80-20 thing
Posted at 07:43 PM
Mid week post! Haha I think I overestimated the amount of workload that I have this week. Kaya naman eh. I think. Its not me being cocky and overconfident, its just that after going through the marketing-opman-theo (which was surprisingly all on a T-TH schedule) combination, everything is just placed to a whole new perspective.
Ayun. So now, I have time to blog. haha *yay*
I was thinking kanina. Well, kinda reflecting. This does not happen a lot. Promise. haha Its more of shallow things that occupy my mind most of the time. I was thinking about losing - specifically, sore losers. And the closest thing to a thesis statement for that act of reflecting is: Winners make the sore-est of losers.Well, the main idea is that winners make the sore-est of losers because they never had to learn how to lose gracefully. The fact that they win most of the time (kaya nga sila "winners"
means that they have had the least contact with losing, thus lesser opportunities to learn how to react properly to losing. In addition to this, those who win all the time know how it feels to win, what they get when they win and in a way, they get used to it. The main argument here is that there is no use feeling sad of something good taken away from you if you never really experienced it in the first place. So ayun. Haha End of my point. Nothing else to relate it to.
Now, back to my shallow babbling. I have this big interview tomorrow. The thing is, I feel that I really screw interviews up. Haha Its pretty much like orals in philo or theo... i just have this sinking feeling after it is done that I did horribly wrong but in the end I get a good grade. ewan. Its not like an objective test that you basically have an idea how you fared in the exam. Interviews and orals are basically subjective and I really have no idea what the interviewer is thinking off. Oh well. I hope I do well. *fingers crossed*
Nga pala. Ever had a mind-shattering-reality-check? I mean the kind that really puts you in your place. Its the one that makes you realize how small and insignificant you are. Its the kind of experience that paralyzes you, sucks the life out of you for a while. Well, I had one, well actually, two this week. For someone as big as me, it sucks to feel so small, so insignificant. ewan. I'm sure that people experience these things all the time. Its just that, I had two, in a week - subra naman! I miss the sheltered days of high school - where all I cared about was school, getting a C+ in math (to qualify for honors), not missing the school bus, watching my weekend shows and saving up for friday trips to Mcdonalds. Haha Now, everything is just so damn complicated. I guess its more of the 80-20 thing. For those who do not know about 80-20, its a little bit like this, it takes 20% effort to finish 80% of the job and for the remaining 20%, it takes 80% effort. Nawawalan na ako ng gana mag-aral. Haha In other words, tinatamad na ako. Konti na lang... konti na lang.
I have to start reflecting for the Philosophy group paper. I really do hope that sir likes the presentation that our group planned. haha actually recycled na siya - believe it or not, the concept is from my first year high school days. ewan, am i becoming less creative as I grow older? I hope not. Also got to start with the Development Economics paper - I just have to get the ball rolling and I think everything will fall into place.
I had a haircut kanina. Haha The first question the stylist asked was how long it has been since I had a haircut. Ayun. For the first time, I actually described what I wanted. And in a weird way, the stylist was able to understand my mumblings. haha Despite the horrible material he had to work with, I think the stylist did the best he could do. Ayun. Hahay For a moment, my hair was fabulous. Tapos hinangin. Haha Bumalik tuloy sa dati.(^_^)
Nga pala, today is SOOOO NOT a good day. I just got some exams back. Not good. I just checked my e-mail. Not good. I ate a lot of candy. Not good. Oh my god. I just wish that this day would already end. Things are really not going my way. I want a new, fresh day. *sigh* Tomorrow, I will have an interview and on friday - I have a group meeting with Philo groupmates, make-up class for Marketing and "overnight" counting of ballots for COMELEC. Tapo sa saturdya, I have a testing for DBP and finalizing of the Philo paper. Kaya yan!
OMG, i did not mean for this post to be this long. It will probably have a lot of typos and errors, pero tinatamad na ako magcheck eh. Sige.