Posted at 03:42 PM
First off, can I just say that with Wendy out of the PBB house, it is no longer that interesting. Haha Personally, parang nakakawalang-gana. Hmmm Ayun lang.
Now, I actually wanted to blog about some new things that are happening to me. But I was browsing through this blog and its handy "go 7 entries backwards" link and I could not stop reading and rereading my previous entries - entries that were like 1 to 2 years old i think. To be quite honest, I am proud of this blog. Who would have thought that I would have the time and patience to update the content and the layout of this blog? I honestly didn't. But here it is.
For one thing, I realized that I rant a lot. Wahahaha (ngayon lang na realize haha) Ewan. More than half of those entries were rants about various things, events and even people. Well, I usually rant about people but they remain nameless. And while I was reading one entry, I knew what the entry was all about and yet I could not remember who I was referring to! haha Galeng no!? . . . ako yung nagsulat pero I can't remember who I was referring to. And I'm not the kind of person who keeps this list of people who wronged him, so I have no idea who this person is. haha I guess, I have to think about it. Right. Think about it.
Also, I realized how much things have changed. How much situations have changed. How much arrangements have changed. How much people themselves have changed. I mean, things are not what they were. For some aspects, I am truly relieved. And yet, there are some parts of the past that I regret losing. I guess that's what happens when we get older. If in a span of only two years, people walk in and out of your life, then what more if its a span of five years, a decade or even longer?
I had a comment from my FMS kabarkada from High School in a previous post *you know who you are.* What he actually said was that I sounded different - the tone, the subject, the insights, even the humor is different. I actually did not take this seriously - after all, people plagued with boredom aren't really known for statements you can trust. haha But after reading my earlier posts.. in a way, I have no choice but to agree. Could it be that pretty much like this blog, I have grown as well? Siguro naman di ba? ano ako, bato?
I guess, that is one of the benefits of having a blog and why people have them. Its not only to document what has happened in the past - but to also give you an idea as to how far you have grown to where you are right now.
And now, I have work to do. 'Til my next post. Adios.
Feelin' thankful