what colours have you seen today?

May 15, 2012
ano'ng meron?
Posted at 09:26 PM

 

  • went on a road trip/beach trip with admin peeps at Pangasinan last last week. Ang sakit sa pwet. But being on the road was really fun. 
  • found a "small spot" on the upper left corner of  ALL the photos i've taken. merde!!! i called the nearest Nikon service center I know which is located at Megamall (at taga bundok sa timog pa ako di'ba), and asked if they can still take a look at my baby even if I got it from the grey market and they said yes...for a freaking six thousand pesos. @_@ I wanna cry and die. Kahit yata hindi ako kumain ng isang bwan sa opis hindi ko maipapalinis ang camera ko. ganyan kababa ang sahod ko >_< 
  • Broke. Of course.
  • I realized just last week that it's already my third year at work. I need to jump into a bigger boat after all my loans have finished. Konting tiis pa. I job hunt every once in a while but luck hasn't come my way yet.
  •  Baka mamatay akong dilat one day. Yun lang. 

 



Feelin'




May 15, 2012
Untitled apprehension (if there's such.)
Posted at 03:05 AM

Am I scared? That was what I asked myself when I attended the grad school orientation earlier today. The academic atmosphere never bothers me at all, but there's this apprehension which almost relentlessly snaked up my spine for some galactical reason. Unfamiliar territory, I guess. Or, maybe, the people. I would expect that the people there are academically brilliant; it's The University of All Universities in the country, anyway. So am I troubled about not being able to keep up? Probably. But I so damn know myself. I am over that stage, and I don't intend to make a trip back to the yesteryears of my academic insecurity. Nevertheless, I can't deny that I am a bit apprehensive. I just can tell. However, I know that the paths would never have led me to what I am about to pursue now if this dream were not meant for me.

I would just consider this one of the birth pains.

This is it.



Feelin'




May 14, 2012
Along C5 Road
Posted at 09:09 PM in Update, Food, Travel, Family

Pumunta ulit ako sa Antipolo last saturday as planned, this time, kumpleto kami, my parents and my sister Sis Ja were with me, mga 3pm kami umalis ng bahay, pinagpilitan ko talaga yun the night before, na magovernight dun para masulit din tsaka sunday na yung birthday ng ate kong panganay or si Sis C, at the same time.. Mother's Day din kahapon so double celebration. Si daddy nagdrive syempre, beside him was Dora, nasa back seat kami ni Sis Ja, along C5 road, natraffic kami, then nagkatinginan kami ni Sis Ja, madalas kasi 'pag pumupunta kami sa Megamall on taxi, talagang natatraffic kami lalo na pag sa oras na yun, 2-4pm, mga ganung oras expect mo traffic sa C5 lalo na papuntang Megamall but since papunta kaming Antipolo nun, nawala rin ang traffic, nakakamiss yung moment na yun, yung nasa isang car kayo ng family mo, usually kasi ako lang nasa backseat with my parents in front, pero ngayon apat na kami. Pero syempre masaya pa din yung dati nung wala pang may pamilya sa mga kapatid ko, as in kumpleto kaming 6.

Nakarating kami around 4:15pm sa bahay ni Sis C. As usual, chill moments, bonding time with pamangkins, merienda, mananaba talaga ko dun, laging madami at masarap ang pagkain. Todo pang iinggit ko naman kay Sis C kasi napalitan na yung cable provider namin sa bahay, eh kasi sa bahay niya, sky cable pa din with Digibox, eh seniors na mga magulang ko kaya ayaw na nila nun, yung bago naming cable walang digibox tapos mas madami pang channels. One thing na kakaiba talaga dun, ang bagal ng oras, siguro dahil wala kaming ginagawa kundi alagaan mga anak ni ate, manood ng TV, magkwentuhan, kumain, dalawa kasi maids ni ate kaya ayun. After dinner, movie marathon kahit walang mapanood, haha. Walang sawang American Idol, bet ni Sis C si Philip, malamang gwapo, yun pa, ako naman syempre kay Jessica Sanchez and my parents bet on Joshua.

Dahil nabored naman kaming tatlo nila Sis C and Sis Ja, we decided to buy food at 711 sa labas ng subdivision, pero ako lang and Sis Ja ang pumunta, nagbigay na lang ng pera si Sis C, eh buntis naman kasi yun kaya okay lang, pinabili niya sakin either Ruffles, Lays, or Farmer's John and cookies for her kids. Kami naman ni Sis Ja, plan namin bumili ng Magnum ice cream, hindi pa kasi niya yun natitikman, ako naman once pa lang. Si Sis C, mukhang suki, natikman na lahat, pinakamasarap daw is almond, eh favorite niya talaga may almonds while kami naman ni Sis Ja allergic minsan sa nuts. Nilakad namin ni Sis Ja papuntang 711, haha, pero parang ayaw niya nun kasi walking is still a form of exercise, but since bloated kami nung dinner, pumayag na rin siya.

Sa 711, unang unang nakita ko yung Chips Ahoy, then wala akong makitang Ruffles, ang sosyal naman siguro ng 711 kung meron sila nun, nakita ko lang ay Lays and muntikan ko nang hindi mapansin na may Farmer's John, kaya yung dalawa na lang yung binili ko tapos si Sis Ja, siya na bahala kung anong gusto niya bilhin that time, plus our Magnum - almond. Pero gusto ko talaga nun yung truffles. On our way home, kinain na namin yung magnum, hindi na namin binilhan si Dora and daddy, prone sa diabetes eh tsaka matutulog na rin yung mga yun.

Mga 9pm inantok na ko, pero hindi ko alam na maaga pa, akala ko mga 10 or 11pm na that time pero sinabi ni Sis Ja na 9pm pa lang. Nagulat naman ako kasi bakit ganun, ang bagal talaga ng oras pag nandun kami, agree naman siya. Medyo masama naman kasi pakiramdam ko nun, pano ba naman 1 week non-stop si Dora sa paggawa ng mga desert sa bahay, fruit salad tapos saging con yelo, tapos paguwi niya galing ng Batangas, may pasalubong na Blueberry and Strawberry cheesecakes, tarts, and the like. Nagkatonsilitis ako ng saturday morning tapos nadala ko sa Antipolo kaya ayun, pakiramdam ko lalagnatin ako that time pero kumain pa din ako ng magnum noh? then ang sakit pa ng ulo ko, sobra, hindi tuloy ako makatulog nun, pero buti naman paggising ko ng Sunday morning, nawala na tonsilitis ko and medyo nawala na headache ko.



Nagstart na magluto si Sis C with the maids nun, pumunta pa sila sa Lydia's Lechon, pero hindi naman sila bumili ng isang buong lechon, hindi naman kasi kami grabe kumain, buti sana kung andun yung asawa ni ate, meron ng potato salad as always, favorite naming 3 girls, spaghetti, baked salmon, chicken fillet, rice, coke and cappuccino cake. Busolb! Ang hilig din talaga ni sis C sa nuts, kainis, may almonds or whatever nuts are those sa ibabaw ng cappuccino cake, tinanggal ko pa tuloy bago ko kainin, sayang hindi ko napicturan, kaya kumuha na lang ako ng look-a-like pictures from google. Around 2pm, nagtake home kami ng food at umuwi na, pero hindi na kami dumaan ng C5, ang saya.













Hearing: Starships - Nicki Minaj
Feelin' amused




May 13, 2012
Mother's Day
Posted at 07:59 AM in Update, Family

Motherhood is tough,

no pay, no day off

but even though

motherhood is full of time,

her work is never done.

 

I love you Mommy. Happy Mother's Day to all the Mothers in the Universe.



Feelin' rushed




May 12, 2012
Why can't I be sooo uber social?
Posted at 01:29 AM

Depressed. Stressed. Ugly. Fat.

 

Didn't take a bath.

Ugh.



Feelin'




May 11, 2012
FAQs
Posted at 07:54 PM

I get the same question from production operators every other week. 

 

"Mag-isa lang po kayo dito?"

Today an inspector came in here to get her leave signed and asked "Mag-isa lang po kayo dito, hindi po ba kayo nalulungkot?"

 

 

Gusto ko na nga pakamatay teh eh. 

 

okay back to work.

Dami na namang iniisip. Wala ba talaga kayong kilalang pyschiatrist? >_< 



Feelin'




May 11, 2012
A taste of Heaven
Posted at 10:14 AM

I was shaking after reading the email sent to me by the Most Prestigious, if not, One of the Two More Prestigious Universities in the country. Then for a moment, it felt surreal.

Truth: I've always wanted to study in that school. There was even an attempt to transfer to that school during college but it didn't prosper due to practical reasons. Several times the guilt of not even trying my chance in that glorious a university right after high school haunted me like nightmares. 

But that's all behind me now. The elusiveness of what was thought impossible has been defied; I am getting ready for grad school! 

I am just happy. 



Feelin' cheerful




May 10, 2012
Imaginary Friend
Posted at 07:17 PM in Update, Food, Media, Family, Flirtationship

Finally, I've decided to make an alternative layout here which I would choose from time to time since I can upload layouts as much as I want here in Tabulas, the dark layout is still up and will always be used whenever I want to.

Anyway, I had a very good day, I've watched the movie Sundays at Tiffany's this morning, I thought it was the movie of Audrey Hepbern, Breakfast at Tiffany's which I haven't watched entirely. The movie is great but its kinda vague about how Michael being an imaginary friend turns out to be real when they grow up. I just wish every imaginary friend is like that, guess its like a dream boy turned out to be real, which I think is impossible to happen because real people aren't perfect.

I'm beginning to like the series Friends with Benefits and the New Girl at Star World, I'm a big fan of Zooey Deschanel, from her dresses, 500 Days of Summer and her voice. I guess I'm tired of the same movies airing over and over again, and thankfully our tv cable will be changed by tomorrow, goodbye Sky Cable. I'm still not in the mood to post the continuation of Cutting Connections, it will be more serious and deeper so I guess I'll have it next week.

We've been planning to go in Antipolo this Sunday, its Sis C's 34th birthday and she doesn't want to go elsewhere beside of her home, so in short, we will not have our swimming outing, yet I'm so excited of what she would cook or prepare, she's an HRM graduate, her pre-law, then took Law after, yes, she's a lawyer because she thought she will earn bunch of money but she recently found out that its not and only going abroad will make her rich. Her dream is not to be a lawyer and help the society, her dream is to have money. Maybe that's why she keeps on telling me to have my own business.

Halfway reading Fundamentals of Nursing. :'> and I definitely miss our swimming lessons. Btw, downloaded one zumba video from Youtube. XDD



Watching: 24 Oras
Feelin' accomplished




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